The necklace appears in more than 40 entries. In drawings, it appears wrapped around a hand or on her neck. In text, she regrets ever pawning it. These regrets happen at time of great stress. In those moments, she also repeats the same part of the bible.

“I Corinthians 10: 13 No testing has overtaken you that is not common to everyone. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tested beyond your strength, but with the testing he will also provide the way out so that you may be able to endure it.”

These entries start with the first entry. It is dated November 10th, 2005.

“Today is the first day of the rest of my life. I will never again be a victim. I am finally free of him in both spirit and physically. I have a business plan. I have a loan. I just need a little more capital. I pray that god forgives me for selling the crucifix my mother gave me. I’m sure he values my freedom over a bit of gold and diamond. With luck I’ll buy it back in a few months.”

I Corinthians 10: 13 No testing has overtaken you that is not common to everyone. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tested beyond your strength, but with the testing he will also provide the way out so that you may be able to endure it.

More recent entries have a common theme, she is having issues with expressions of atheism. Differing beliefs don’t bother her, but people who are expressing their total lack of faith drive her nut. She has several entries fixating on it. She also seems to be keeping track of people she convinces to go see astrologists.